The Big E

Last night, I got back from the Big E. I went with 4-H, and presented my speech and a dress that I made. 

Now, I'm realizing how much I got used to these people, and how much I miss all of them. 

I don't really know what to do with no more fashion shows and walking around the fair. Just keep the memories, I guess? 

I just want it to happen again. All the laughing and posing and raised eyebrows and jokes and misread names and 'Draw Four's. 

As I sat at that table at night, surrounded by other 4-Hers playing Uno, I asked myself what life would be like without all my friends. 

The answer? Probably pretty boring. 

Yeah, everyone's weird and sometimes rather frightening, but I still love it. And I love them. 

I'm not totally sure what to do now. And I'm also not sure what I wanted to say in this post. I guess it's that when you find friends, hold onto them, and hold onto those moments because you never knew when there will be a time like that ever again. 

July and August 2015

It has come to my attention that my July post is one month late. 

Oops. 

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July 2015

-was finally old enough to help at my church's VBS! I was a snack assistant and I played a reporter in the skits every day. 

-read the Maze Runner series 

-had my birthday

-went to Canobie Lake park for the first time and had a bunch of fun doing rides over and over (and over and over) again…(5 times on the caterpillar…)

-went to see another local production of Peter Pan with the cast of ours. It was a lot of fun! 

-danced a whole lot

-became extremely obsessed with the musical Les Miserables. I regret nothing. 

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August 2015

-went to a family reunion

-attended an awesome Christian teen conference with a few friends and got inspired

-went to CAMP! I had an amazing time, made friends, and felt God teaching me how to really love everyone, not just the people we want to love (a lesson I could often use/put to practice)

-did a theatre camp put in by one of my friends and fellow Lost Boys (The Quest for the Magic Twinkie) in which I played the Evil Queen. 

-danced even more and got my level recommendations for the fall. Level 4 ballet and pre-pointe, 3/4A jazz, and 5 modern. Boo-yah!

-got a Pinterest (not sure if it was a really good decision or a really bad one)

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Ugh, I'm super sorry I haven't done a post in forever. I'm just gonna stop making excuses. 

Also, I started school yesterday. It consists of algebra 2, lit, biology, history, and Bible. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

   Thanks for reading! ☀

(Still regret nothing)